Monday, August 22, 2005
sian. im bored ttm. i want a perfect boyfriend to care for me. somebody be my bf and be perfect too, please. =). haha. im mad.
well well. im having this sudden tummyache. dunno why but guess it's the time of the month in a few days time. should be too lah. i hate the feeling but i cant do anything to it. im useless lah. i mean everyone else is useless too. coz no one can do anything abt having periods. lalas.
i think patrick, wilson and kelvin can all drop out le lah. LOL. esp kelvin lah. for being the first to getting warning letter. all 3 of them cant be bothered to do nmm, just like me. muahahaha. i hate projects, remember? plus patrick and wilson have the thoughts of dropping out too. haha. they say it's my fault. im the bad influence to them. muahahaha. am i? i dont think so.
after dropping out i will go work i guess till next year then see what i really want. at least give myself time to settle down and think properly abt what i really want. i believe it's better than repeating this sem. i know i have to coz i haven done any projects yet. well, at least those final ones. so, what for? i dont wanna waste any more time in this course le.
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