talk alot
Sunday, August 07, 2005
it's been almost 3 months since i last got into a relationship. this 3 months of single hood was as fun as those months back. i tell you, it's fun being single. after trying out those few relationships, i finally told myself not to play around already. i promise i'll not get into another relationship till i really find the right guy. i meant my Mr. Right aka Mr. Perfect. that someone who will make me get oh-so-worried for him. someone who i can cry for without forcing tears out of my eyes. this is what i call true love from amanda's heart. =).
well actually not so much of making me worry and cry. what i ask for is my heart to beat fast when i see him and my mind to be filled with images of just him. he too, on another hand has to get really serious about me. love me more than i love him. it must always be this case. =). be there for me whenever i need him. yes, this sure sounds perfect.
you know, i definitely will hate him like hell if he wants to meet me everyday. i need time for myself too alright. i believe i will break up with him real soon if he pesters me to meet daily. but before breaking up, be prepared, i'll give him a taste of my attitude. woohoo~ im thinking too far. but i will still continue thinking. hmmm. we should only meet up 3 times per week. a day for movies, a day for dining out at some high class restaurants and a day for shopping. weets. sounds great right? it sure will be. i'm waiting for the day my perfect boyfriend arrives.
i'm yearning for the 999 roses, cuddly 1m tall teddy, million chocolates, ai qing meals, love letters and more. but most importantly is to have his whole heart. i will carve my name on his heart, lock it up and throw the key into the deep blue sea. he'll be mine forever. for good. for real.
lalala~ i know i think too much. i know it sounds like im dreaming. well, i am. haha. it's good to dream kks. =). in the meantime i shall just be like this till someone melts me heart.
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