IMPERFECT perfectionist

Sunday, August 14, 2005

woke up at close to 1. early yah? yawns. i sure am tired. well, it's calista's bday celebration today so my neighbour invited us over for lunch. i had to wake up. hmmm. anyway, daddy is back from the hospital. he is still not fine. needs to undergo an operation but didnt want to coz it's the 7th month. it's better not to risk this month. i hope everything will be fine then anyway.
things happen one by one lately. it's like all so suay. i dont understand what's wrong. just have to surrender to fate. well well. i just want everything to be fair. nobody should lose out. not my friends especially.
sometimes i dunno why love is so complicated. it's lines always get entangled. how to be sure if a guy is serious about you? how to know if he has no feelings for his ex or anyone other than you? or what if your friend falls in love with the one you love? or what if you have to choose between someone you really love to your bud? there are just so many questions i wanna ask. i really wanna know. perhaps this is one reason why i wont fall in love again. but still i am awaiting for the day im gonna have a perfect relationship. that guy, i know definitely must be older than me by at least a year. no more bfs of the same age.

emotion-less

ELFY

theIMPERFECTperfectionist

Sunday, August 14, 2005