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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
im so confused. i really dunno how. im a let down lah.
"oh. i overslept."
"why you always oversleep? one more time you will be debarred."
i rolled my eyes. i just couldn't be bothered.
"next week must come ar. last week."
MAI HUE LAN.
again, i skipped prsp tutorial without valid reason. too tired already plus this week i really overslept again. i woke up at like 10 plus when class supposedly start at 10. i was told, i missed a "show" during our 2 hours break. well well. i doubt i wanna witness it either lah.
i just gotta know when i just reached school like an hour ago that there's a dcnk test later. wow. so much for missing tutorial on monday. fark life lah. i think im gonna get a nice big egg later. who cares?
oh yah. i talked to mom abt dropping out now in the morning while taking my meal. she insisted i complete this sem before i could drop out. wth. i dont get what she wants leh. it's me studying, not her. i know obviously that i cant get anywhere far without a cert here in sg. BUT hey! i dont like my course already. *WHOOSH~ and my interests are all gone. for good and for real. i wont be determined to stay here and struggle with all the crap. mom says it's coz of my attitude. all i say is "I DONT CARE!" this is according to her lah. i agree somehow that my attitude is those boh chap type but hey! im born this way k. im made like this. i see no reason why i should change myself.
OH GOSH! im so wrong. i have to change my mai hue lan attitude quick before im finished. i mean it.
i seriously dunno what i want after dropping out. like what am i gonna do.
perhaps i should...
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