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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
my whole mind is in a mess now. im not as happy as i seem to be. neither am i as depressed as my expression reveals. im just not myself. many things are running thru my mind. i think im breaking down soon.
luckily ytd i went home after leaving 136. thanks to me promising mom that i'll be back home for dinner. if not i swear i'll cry. coz i'll miss the lizzie mcguire movie. it's nice k. =). it's the FIRST time i ever finished watching the entire movie. it always was watching abit here and there but never the whole of it. im glad. =).
have you ever seen such a beautiful night?
it's high time i start planning about my future. i must dream and work towards my dream. if not i think i will go and die lor. grrr. aiyah. i dunno lah. it's like so pointless to live on if im gonna have a farked up future. tell me what to do.
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