Friday, September 30, 2005
before i go, i wanna say i miss my friends alot!!!
baobei, i no time go buy your stuffs so far. sorry.
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it's been like dunno how many days since i last touched a keyboard. it feels so nice. haha. alright, i know it soudns a lil crazy but well, i cant help it.
hmmm. had been running to and fro bitec these few days. people from all over the world came to the fair. there were many things that were very nice. if only singapore have this kinda fair... well, it will be opened to public tmr so we needn't be there but there's still unsettled stuffs. so we'll proally go when we wake up. this time round i can sleep till around 10. =))).
i just got back from central bangna. bra shopping as usual. rmb my bra nicks? braster ar, bra collector ar. haha. didnt buy much this time round coz those i like mostly no more my size. sad lah. i went to bangna twice today. first time was for lunch at mk with the hk people. i cant stand it when they kept saying, "ni hen xiang ni de pa pa." but well, it's ok. we went bitec together after that. oh yah. we were at jaspal office before going to bangna.
i like seacon but i dont have time to shop the whole stall though i been there twice. once on tue and the other on wed. ytd we went to a very nice restaurant. pretty perfect place. nice ambience. good dating place. =). beautiful toilet. haha. aloy food. i dunno how to spell lah. it means delicious. =))).
bangkok's traffic jam is getting from bad to worst. out of the 3 trips i made this year, traffic this time round was the most jia lat one. though petrol price is getting higher, more and more people are buying cars. LOL. wad a logic. hopefully the next time i come it dont get any lousier.
staying alone in a hotel room is scary. haha. but im now used to it already. =))).
btw ALOT of people kept asking me if i have bf. i tell you, im going crazy.
Y kor kor asked, "zai sms nan peng you ah?"
i replied, "wo mei you nan peng you!"
Y kor kor, "na li ke neng?"
i, "zhen de lah."
uncle S asked, "na ni mei you deng bao zi ma?"
i, "deng bao zi zuo mo?"
uncle S, "zao nan peng you lah!"
-.-"
i replied him a "WO PA!"
still got some more lah. stupid one lor. if i tell him reason to why wo pa then im killing myself indirectly. they definitely tell my dad one what. -.-".
anyway, i met 2 nice people here. aun and cha. =))).
Mr. A's wife is pregnant. 7 mths already. the last time i saw her was in feb and now it's like SO BIG?! haha. hope the next time i come, the baby boy's born. =).
ok. im going back to my room to rest already. tata.
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
going off soon. im gonna miss my darlings. though it's only a week lah. but no calls no sms. EH no! can sms. peeps can contact me at my prepaid no. got anything want me to buy just msg me. but i cant guarantee i confirm can get it k.
this only applies to those who know where i am.
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Monday, September 26, 2005
its my last day at work today. everything happens for a reason.
hmmm. was supposed to go chalet but end up cant make it. too rush already. sorry peeps.
now im packing halfway. shall continue with my post after packing.
im done with my packing. i think. =x.
towels. 2
pants. 3
tops. 5
undies. 8
bras. 5
sports bra. 2
panty liners. many
should be all right?
oh wait. toothbrush. shall put inside tmr. and also my lens stuffs.
AMANDA!!! you better rmb hor!
yes, i placed my passport inside the bag already. together with the card. i brought my medi for gastric. all the main important stuffs are inside already. =))). left the tix. yay. i'm done. can go slp liao.
nites everyone. see you all when im back. hopefully, latest mon. earliest sat. =))). i will miss you all loads. <3.
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crap shit. asshole. holy cow.
everything's so last min. i doubt i'll even have the time for chalet later. i really dunno lah. wth. im so in a mess now.
hmmm. any girl interested to work at bugis village? pls contact me kks. =).
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Sunday, September 25, 2005
ANGIE!!! just stop crying won't you?
look, you're so cute when you aren't crying.


dreaming oso not bad.

doing this also quite cute.

just as long as you are not crying, i find you adorable. so pls stop. OK?
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ANGELA LEE YAN QI!!! sometimes i swear i feel like slapping you! the noise you make always pisses me off. how i wish you could just stop your nonsense. pls just like grow up. -.-". whenever i see you tina and lia fight or quarrel, i really wish i could just tape all your mouths. just learn how to stop being so irritating will you? i believe i will love you more if you can be less noisy.
went to check
my our eyes just now. all except ken went. my degree of the day is -1.50 for both eyes. laura's getting me my specs done by the next visit. by right next appointment is 2 weeks later but just nice is ken's bday so change to 3 weeks from now. 16th oct. yawns. i hate the journey to optic point. yawns.
ken and lia blended oreo for us. yummy* ♥ them.
chalet's tmr. =). will be there right after work. i wanna have fun with you peeps. we're gonna rock the unit tmr. c124. pretty perfect.
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
ya ya ya. people i mix with are baddies ok? happy?
im 17 already. why do i still get this kinda farked up restrictions from you all? even if you wanna control i dont think there's a need for you to call me everyday at 1030 to make sure im making my way home after work. at least let me spend my weekends out late. only fri and sat go home late wad. will it kill? it's like now i only can either go home late on fri OR sat. not both days. how come? just gimme a little more freedom, another day out late to spend with my friends, cant you?
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tell me why am i tearing?
it hurts deep down in my heart. but why am i hurt? i seriously dunno.
how i wish i can stop being so emtional. it's so farked up. i bet it's guys again. they are always the root of all evil. why can't there be just ONE guy who can love me deeply? who wont cheat on me? who knows how to cherish me? are guys really so like shit?
how could couples like last till marriage? there bound to be cheating on one another or wadever shit one what. why is life like that? fark life lah.
anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSANDRA!
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im awake. yes, i didnt have enough slp. fark life.
ps-ed them. left for home earlier than the rest with mary coz i really cannot take it any longer. the pain and all just dont wanna go. i was just trying to look alright.
it was junheng's bday ytd. he held a bbq over at east coast. i went over with baobei and dan. coz we were all at bugis. cabbing over there was fast. it was waiting for the cab that took so long. there were many people there when we reached. they cut the cake once we got there. they had facial session. almost all the guys kana. or rather all lah.
cycling was fun. =). except the part i bang into that andy guy. all peiliang's fault lah. nb. but ended up i let him cycle me to 7-11. both pl and potato are nice drivers. another 2 male riders i feel safe with. =).
i had fun last night. =). minus the vomit on my hand and my farking gastric pain.
work ytd was tiring. coz i farking vomited 4 times. i really dunno wad's wrong with my stomach. mabel asked me why i was so pale. i didnt even realise. all i know was i felt weak. those will faint any time type. but eh! i had 2 meals ytd k. and i also took medi twice! this proves that i can take care of myself. =).
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Thursday, September 22, 2005
13.31
just finished opening shop. kinda idiotic coz of the weather. im sorta drenched. luckily got one kind soul shared her umbrella with me at the middle traffic. thanks. =). i might fall sick just anytime. my appetite is sai from ytd. other then less than half the spag, was doughnut and rotiboy. for the whole day k! dunno wtf is wrong again. i just hope it isn't as serious as in 2003. if not i sure cannot take it de.
14.16
electricity's finally back. =))). was talking on phone with yk. machiam i got free outgoing calls like that. LOL. and i cant stand him! kept laughing at me. now we are deciding about sat. =).
14.28
im farking cold now! save me somebody! im freezing!!! i wanna be cuddled. hold me tight in your arms. love me, my somebody.
15.12
just finished me laksa. yucks. not nice k. dont ever buy from the food court. you wont like it. i ate coz i felt like having laksa. now i feel like puking. nth is doing my stomach good. save me pls. im currently depressed.
15.47
talk to me somebody! hais. im very sad now. i dunno wad im thinking. yes, i got suicidal thoughts once again. HOW HOW HOW?! where's my prince charming?
18.03
knnbccb. fark lah. just had 3 cbish customers. malays. im not racist or wad ok. im just pissed off. they [2 guys and 1 girl] tried my clothes 4 times and made me pull out new piece for them but end up saying they dont want. not the girl's fault lah coz here only got guy's stuffs. so to those 2 guys, fark off lah. nabei cheebye.
18.52
just got back from my 2nd trip to 7-11. just now bought seventeen, sweets and ice cream. this time i got teenage and ice mountain. ok. enough. main thing is when i was walking back after talking to ah kiat they all, a guy almost held my hand. he thought i was the gf. LOL. heng arh. arbo kan paiseh.
i dont wanna blog le. lazyyy. bb.
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CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE!!!obsessed~
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005
finally settled down. i mean finally done with everything i wanna do by today. =). the neoprints were pretty and it looks so perfect now that i sticked them on my diary.
yimin ah zai and clar accompanied me till i end work. thanks. =))). pig came to my shop today too. love them many many. <3.
13.52
cant finish my spag. no appetite lah. ive got a new neighbour today over at freshbox. looks like a friendly girl. =). she brought a radio along and currently it's playing tell me where you are. well, this song brings back many memories. [other than clubbing.] i rmb after we broke up, he sent me this. he said there were 3 questions inside that he wanted me to answer. but i never replied. *ah. just shuddup amanda!!! dont think back already!!! he was a monster, rmb?* yah. it's not i wanna think. it just came naturally. i will only think abt the memories, never will wanna be back together.
14.09
it's playing uptown girl now. reminds me of my catfight partner - kristeena. she used to like this song in sec 1 if im not wrong. haven seen her for so long. miss her alright. especially catfighting with her during chinese lessons. it might sound crazy but i miss it when the both of us were scolded becoz i helped you tie your hair. tbb accused us for touching one another. LOL. memories...
14.17
finally sold an item. attitude polo tee. =).
15.00
i swear i hate you.
15.05
i dont seem to be able to organise my stuffs properly. im so in a mess. friday's junheng's bday. got bbq but another group of people ask me out. so what? which am i to choose? life is sickening when i have to make such a choice. well, i think i'll go for the bbq since i already said ok to rock and pig. sat afternoon not sure yet. let mr dot decide whether he wanna work not. at night prob go chiong. sunday leh. so far no prog except gotta go optic coz didnt turn up last week. i need more lenses!!! i'll proally spend the rest of the day at home. tv time. my fave disney channel, here i come!!! =DDD! oh yah. mon and tue got chalet. dunno what's their plans. should i take leave on both days or what? it's gonna be so nice with them again. pretty perfect. =). >>sat is a special day coz it's darling cassandra's bday. but doubt she needs me to celebrate her bday with her coz im only 2nd on her list. =(((.<<
15.28
oh yah. i had a bad dream last night. i dreamt that i got involved in a taiji. it's like wtf. shant mention. there's also a sweet part. dunno who bought me a very pretty ring, asking to be my bf. so nice lor!!! too bad it's only a dream. plus why i always dont get to see the face of my perfect lalabf? it's so farked up alright. i wanna at least know who are you leh!!!
16.10
joseph treated me pearl milk tea. thanks. =))). it's not nice k. LOL. too milky already!!! im tired. i need a good rest tonight. yawns* enter lalaland and dream of my pretty perfect life. =).
16.14
it's playing walking in the sun now. memories~ gG! =))). i rmb how we blasted this song on our hp together like crazy. last year's madness. <3.
16.24
i just came back from the toilet. i vomited. YUCKS! GROSS. PUI!!! dont worry, im not pregnant. no sex, no baby. got it? haha. plus im having my period now. pardon me for being so open. haha.
17.52
it's playing fool again. memories AGAIN! yea. the pain and the tears. but no, i wont wanna turn back the time. just now was reading FEMALE. got an article abt women being abused. again, i cried. thought abt the pain suffered. but it's over. im glad it is.
19.26
cute cute came after min, ah zai, pig and pck left for dinner. he bought me doughnut. heh. =). thanks.
the rest is like this like that already. haha.
currently, i wanna know. what if i tell you i want you?
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looked back at my neoprints. saw many memorable ones. im starting to miss my lovely days back in 2004 again.

guess who? =))). the pretty sabina bras. =D!

nu er and mei mei. after their haircut.

the four of us.

me and amy. heh. =). fep. after ramen tennn.

after sch. me and jw. towning. =))).

fel fel and me. after crystal jade celebration. =).

before going to marina south to meet other gfs. bel and me hoping for...
MY PRINCE CHARMING! =))).

just a day out with this crazy girl. town again. =).

another baobei's day out. at bugis. =))).

my dearie. =). i miss her loads.

she always put her bf first. im only second. IM JEALOUS!!!

towning after school. my lovely gfs. pig me amy jw min bel.

bday celebration for fel and fang. nooch-ed.

happy valentine's day my single gfs. =))). amy, pig, fel, nda, jw, bel.

willie cassandra amanda ching april. christmas mode. it's a seaon to be jolly. tra la la la la la la la la.
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just got home not long ago from the wake. it's like so sad lor. manage to finally meet up with my usual hangout. it's been like donkey years since i last saw them. i went there immediately after work. took train to tamp then cabbied over. yk pei me talk on phone once i end work till i reach there. thanks. =))). sat around talk talk. taught pig zai and choon to fold box. after that walked to a coffee shop to makan. had fish beehoon. actually wanted to eat wanton noodles too but i just had it at around 5. after that walked back there. talked with baobei. and i really wanna say wtf.
cabbied back with gx and baobei. puayed $7.50. the uncle was there blabbering all the fark shit lah. after that he told us got new law. oh my god. the three of us really went OMG. haha. i think the main person is yang kor kor. heh. he is no.1 k. nobody can beat him in that.
anyway, i was late for work today. i dunno what i was doing. i read my diary till i forgot the time. by the time i reached, it was like 1.20pm. diane was there to help me open shop. she stayed awhile. rock and a few came. he bought 2 more tops from me. thanks for adding on to my sales. =))). he sure looked like a monkey when he came. haha. after they left, roger came to pick diane.
the street was kinda empty. i felt so sick. took out my diary and wrote down alot of stuffs. and yes, the main thing i wrote was bf. it's joven venda restricted. i swear i miss joven. i wish i could have him back. if only i could turn back time... many things ran thru' my mind. i felt like a bitch. how i wish i can just erase all those crap away.
when i was finally hungry, i walked to buy wanton noodles. ate and then started on my tortoise folding. i folded 1 box and 30 tortoises while working. jasper came. helped me buy drink. pei me quite long. thanks. =))). diane and roger were there when jasper was talking with me. i was there asking jasper got good guy intro to me for serious relationship then he said still young for wad look for bf. so i answered him, "then you rather i have flings than serious relationship lah." LOL. not purposely de. is the way he said that make me feel that way. after jasper left, diane came over and asked, "girl, dao di na yi ge shi ni de bf?" then i went, "huh. mei you lah. wo mei you bf." then she gave me a REALLY MEH look. gosh. i sure want a bf lah. but who???!!! if only somebody perfect falls from the sky...
i agree i should have let you come pick me up. i know i'm safe with you around. at least i know i could really trust you. i promise no more of this.
think i change my mind. i dont want a bf. i want a gf. =x. it's time for a change. heh. =))).
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Monday, September 19, 2005
baobei!!! let's go fishing. =))). hook and dig holes. heh. that's how we used to fantasise during class last year. shall we do it this year? =x. this time is say and do. not like last time only dare to think but dont dare to do. LOL. best location will be over at town. =DDD!
im feeling so cold suddenly. i wanna be cuddled like a baby. i need love badly. who can love me forever? only my family. love from guys are bullshit. they cheat and are cheaters ALWAYS.
when can that special someone appear in my life? that him who loves me like never before. someone who have the ability to make me listen. the one who will stay with me till eternity. a boy who i can call MINE. love me with all his heart and has no intention of cheating on me. TLC.
i wanna fall in love again. gimme the right guy. <3.
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
im bf crazy. haha.
suddenly have the urge to have a bf again. i just yearn for the TLC. ok. crap. i dunno what's wrong with myself.
i feel i like somebody. or rather i think i got a crush. im not sure abt it. how i wish im sure that i like him. at least in that way, i believe, if we have a chance, will work out and we'll last.
if only i was sure. if only he feels the same for me.
crush or? hais.
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Saturday, September 17, 2005
morning peeps. =).
yesterday was another boring day at work. troy came visit me. mabel and jiawen too. was practically folding all the time. you know, my boxes and cranes. till jw came, i managed to learn a new thing. she taught me how to fold a tortoise. cute cute helped me buy cookie. thanks. =). when there was rarely any customers and when freshbox wasn't without any worker, went to toilet and buy smth with the two girls. when we went back, zafc and amy were at my shop already. heh. =). they sat around awhile till my boss came then zafc act act machiam he was gonna buy from me. haha. then amy's bag hor! she left it on the floor and it was unzipped. then my boss said, "girl ah. ni de bag bu yao jiang fang. deng xia you ren tou ar." then i hid her bag. they came very long after to collect amy's bag. they waited for me at the cafe till i smsed for help to close shop. thanks to jasper and zafc for my quick and successful closing. =))).
oh yah. know what. the last customers were a group of 2 guys and 2 girls. collegues i think. they wanted help one of their friend change his look. picked this and that for him to try on. he tried and when they asked, "which you want?" he went, "shui bian lor." then when they asked you like this?" he went, "ok lor." LOL! i tell you i bth can!!!
went to bk to wash hands but as usual cannot go in coz cleaning mah. so went ljs. after that bought mashed potato. it was my lunch cum dinner. had no appetite to eat you see.
met my other group of friends and went to eat supper. forced to eat. -.-". then slacked around. reached home at 2+.
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Friday, September 16, 2005
pls go visit my baobei's blog to see some lame pics. haha. i saw my retarded face inside. LOL. all of us were so crazy, so close. hais. unlike now. we are so far apart. though all staying in the east, we dont meet up. even if we do, only in small groups. it's no longer the 11 of us. i seriously miss the good old times.
wait. though it's not always all 11 of us coz those attached ones will be with their bfs, at least the majority of us would be spending most of our time together.
it's forever abcdefgG.
AMY. TING. MABEL. WILLIE. PIG. SUSHEN. YIMIN. FEL. FANG. JW. NDA.
=))).
i want our 11 storey shopping centre. each one in charge of one level. =).
i want us to stay in the same block. willie will be helping us tidy our house and looking after our kids [if we have lah. LOL.] while the rest of us go to work.
these were our dream can't come true wishes. dont you think we ttm? haha.
<3 my gfs.
let me now blog about 14th and 15th of sep. which is the day before and yesterday.
14th-
rock and wz came my shop. rock bought 2 tops and he gave me a $100 note. i got no money to change k! coz he was my first customer!!! wz bought a top. both of them purposely make me busy lor. bth. but thanks anyway. =))). folded cranes and boxes again. walked to market with yenny to buy fish soup for lunch. didnt take dinner. didn't feel like eating. had mashed potato after work.
talked to one guy from philippines. he was weird k! a guy came and ask me got lighter anot then he thought that guy was my husband. -.-". then i told him im still young lor. then he said sorry. LOL. guess it's like normal over in his country to marry early that's why he thought im married. ok. whatever.
slacked at coffee shop awhile then left for home. cabbied back.
15th-
sales was BAD! folded cranes boxes and stars today. lovely. =))). mabel came and she asked me to teach her how to fold box. then sat there fold together. stupid k! i had to like look after two shops practically for the whole day!!! i can memorise freshbox's pricings already!!!
im suay k! luckily i went toilet in time.
then hor!!! i wanna complain. someone cute kept poking my face!!! the two mad guys had a fashion parade after my boss left. =x. they will be buying tmr. yay!!!
oh yah. i was forced to eat lunch today. i had seafood spag delivered to me. hmmm. didnt take dinner again.
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
back home. =))). yay. today jasper accompanied me till i closed shop. he came around 8+ then helped me da bao ljs. thanks. =))). but still i wanna complain!!!!!! he purposely dont wanna take extra chilli for me!!! there was only 2 packets of chilli and ketcup each. OMG!
oh yah. 3 person asked me a similar question today. "why dont you have a bf?"
weird question right? those who asked me are insane. haha. i mean must i have one? LOL. some more one of the person who asked was just a customer. -.-".
i really had nth to do that i folded alot of cranes and a few boxes. it was slacking time throughout. jullian was crazy k. i shall not mention. but it's very sweet of him. =). if only there's a guy as thoughtful as him who wants to be with me... haha. i ttm. joseph kept walking over to our side coz at least it's more cooling at our area. taught jullian and troy how to fold the box.
i wonder what should i do tmr. hmmm. yawns. im tired. but im waiting for 1am before i go to bed. shall go do other stuffs at the meantime. bye.
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
it's a long day. back to work again this afternoon. sianed. waited for yenny to pass me the key to the new lock. opened shop and slacked. troy came to look for me. pei-ed me. then slowly his friends came too. slack and talk talk lor. then he bluffed me to his fren's shop. went and yah. indeed a very smart detective. yimin binghong clarence kantang came my shop with my beef noodles. heh. thanks! ate then they down there dee dee siao siao. peiliang came too. slacked at my shop till my boss came. he down there "WAH! GIRL ARH! GATHERING HUH?!" then i down there keng reasons lor. then they left for fusion. jullian came and ask me troy my bf anot. LOL. wth can! haha. then clar came find me coz he dont wanna play billard i think. talked till diane came. she asked, "eh. bf ar?" then i obviously said NO. haha. she took stuffs and talked to me awhile then left. time for me to close shop. the rest came back just in time. thanks clar for your help. =))). KFCed without LPL. then took train back bedok. kangtang lied that he is my bf. oh wad the hell. got up 222 with him. and hsh. =).
that troy hor! bth! forgot his bag so i had to take it with me. -.-".
oh yah. ppl, can you all just stop asking if whoever is my bf. it's like oh so obvious im unattached. i mean, with my expectations and my farking attitude, who wants me? i want somebody perfect but who is? tell me and he will be my next bf. i will last as long as possible with him de. i swear. heh. =).
LEE SHI QI, PLS STOP DREAMING!!!
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
so long since i blogged. too many things happened within a day. life is farked up.
was home ytd and today to rot. actually it's to let my parents see me 24/7 for this 2 days. haha. so much for clubbing on fri and reaching home only at 6.30am on sat.
friday really tire me out. i went out at 3.15 when im actually supposed to meet yk and jh at that time. but i wasn't the latest. jh farking took a million years to meet us. we ended up meeting him at bugis. couldnt make up my mind on what i wanna eat. walked to pasta mania and actually wanted to eat there BUT im a good person lor. i spared a thought for jh k. he almost puked coz of the strong cheesy smell. so i decided i should go to food court to eat beef noodles. heh. yk got me soup one. HMPF. but anyway i ate it after picking out those taogays and spring onion. im not that choosy afterall right? =). xw and ck came to look for us. then this this that that. ck and yk went to get the movie tix. after that we went to fushion. [not the usual one my usual hangout go to.] on our way there we saw jamin. my long lost senior. LOL. crap lah. not so kua zhang. play for dunno how long then walked back parco for our movie which started at 7.15. oh yah. these 4 idiotic guys dont let me eat!!! i wanna complain!!! haha. after the show ended, we went to street's kopitiam to catch the last episode of zui jia mu ji bu shen dan. if not ck will kill me. haha. i ate ban mian anyway. walked to the mrt station at 10 plus. they all left while i waited for gx to miss call me. then a few of us headed for m.o.s together.
the queue was farking long. and it got even longer when a few assholes cut queue. knnbccb. when we got in, it was so damn packed. another 2nd level day. =))). i was at the dancefloor almost throughout. danneth accompanied me most of the time. when he went down it was troy's job. haha. the rest of the guys came in and went out every once in awhile. when they had to go down, i had to slowly make my way to my gfs. that's when i finally got a drink. went down after that. SCARY K!
*CENSORED*
looked for troy and 4 of us cabbied down to bugis. waited for everyone to come. persuaded troy to go see doc. samuel, pck, ah long, danneth and i walked with him to raffles hospital. went a&e. he got his stitches. we waited. i dont wanna say liao. im scared k. till i wanna cry. so i'll just shuddup. bye bye.
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Friday, September 09, 2005
after bath, i settled down and decided to come online. i did it without peace. i like it when it's oh-so-quiet at night. silence to me means gold. i just enjoy peacefulness. i decided i have to fight for what i want-silence.
without hesitation, i picked up the phone and dialled 9 9 9.
" hi, good morning, may i help?"
"oh yah. er. hmmm. i would like to complain. people opposite my house are very noisy. they are quarrelling and dumping things around."
"where is that, ma'am.?"
"i think that is blk 113 bedok north street 2."
"which level?"
"either the 3rd or 4th storey from the top."
"which is level wad?"
"i dunno."
EXCUSE ME! IF I KNOW I WILL JUST TELL YOU STRAIGHT AWAY WHICH LEVEL IT IS WHAT. -.-".
"ok. so are they malay? chinese? or indian?"
"chinese."
"ok. are they quarrelling inside their house?"
"no. outside."
"are they still quarrelling now?"
"YES."
"ok. thank you."
"thanks. bye."
and i hung up.
hopefully they take action asap coz even till now [15min after i called.] those inconsiderate assholes are still screaming and shouting. oh wth man. at least they stop throwing glasses or whatever things that went "PING PIANG!". as soon as the police gets there, i think i'll get the peace i want. =).
sometimes i really wonder why do people make so much unnecessary noise in the middle of the night? can't they like get to bed or at least do smth else to keep their mouth shut? well, not exactly shut lah. at least dont speak so loudly. other people want their rest. spare a thought for them please.
this is the very first time i called the police without thinking again. just imagine how pissed off i was to hear them scold knnbccb and all the chinese/hokkien/english vulgarities so loud that even i can hear sorta clearly when im across the road. i dont wish to call again so hopefully those fools can stop their nonsense.
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
weets. its so enjoyable. haha. it's always the 5 of us. 4 pretties 1 handsome. =))).
though dinner today was kinda late, it was worth it lah. =D! we had lots of food which we didnt manage to finish up. we had home delivery and even cooked on our own. haha. clever right? i think so too. =). we fried onion rings, fries, ham and seaweed chicken. delivery consisted of 2 regular hawaiian pizza and our all time fave-drumlets!!! these were too much for us to finish. we tried stuffing ourselves though.
actually we were smart enough not to fry the whole packet of fries. coz if we did, there will be more food left over. know why? coz the fries were yummilicious. lalalas. the frying were done by only 3 pretties and 1 handsome. the other pretty was late you see. in fact, she was very late. haha. coz she was busy studying. so shan't blame her lah.
let me list out what was left over. hmmm. half the regular pan, 5 pics drumlets, 3/4 of the fried onion rings and 1 seaweed chicken.
now we are like slacking around. just finish mani and pedi with sushen's help. =))). thanks. but still i think tina's is more skillful than ss. =x. haha.
just now after polishing, i went to look at my phone and asked, "why my mom didnt call?". then the phone rang. it's my mom k! it's like so qiao k. haha. she sounded like she thought i wont be home till like early next morning. i assured that i would be home anyway. will be leaving soon i guess.
<3 <3 <3 4 pretties 1 handsome.
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oh yah. forgot to wish someone.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIFANG.
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oh god. i actually wronged my dad. how pathetic can it get? i actually assumed this and that but none came out to be true.
but at least now i gotta know what kinda person my grandma is. it's like my respect towards her, ALL GONE. she wanna see us die then so be it. i wont allow my family to fall. NEVER. must prove to my grandma that she really means nth to me now. and i guess forever. till she isnt so demanding. i hate her.
im a bad daughter no matter what. i ttm-ed. i didnt even realise the phone no. is a house no. i even forgotten that that house got people come tidy and everything de. LOL. im just horrible lah.
but at least now i that i know the truth about everything, im more than just glad. =))). no more doubts.
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
just got up around 40min ago. hmmm. guess what?! i had a very weird dream. but not a chicken wing dream lah. LOL. i dreamt of someone who never appeared in my dreams before. was very funny lah. shant elaborate.
i want a perfect bf. find me one, somebody. =). dream bf is useless. he will only be there for me in lalaland and not in reality. so i badly need somebody to love me. right, elfy? she nods.
im craving for bubble tea suddenly. oh god. maybe i should just walk over to buy BUT im kinda lazy you see. tsk tsk. if only it can appear in front of me right now... lalalas. im dreaming. wait long also dont have.
poor joven. i kicked him off bed last night. sorry darling. i love him many many k.
yah hor. i just remember i told yimin that i want my bf to gimme barbie doll every month. and i really want lor. im not having fever alright. im totally serious this time round. i expect different barbies every month. pretty pretty hor? =))). but i say so much also no use. coz i still dont have bf. so ke lian right? hais. who cares? single also buay pai wad. haha. im crazy.
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it's not my fault that im not sleeping. is ELFY's fault. elfy wants me to blog before i go to bed. she wants me to so i got no choice. i love elfy so i will listen to her. lalalas.
anyone wondering who elfy is?
that person who thinks im a lesbian is being stupid. though elfy is a girl it doesnt make me a les k. you know why? coz ELFY is ME!!! =))).
im being lame lah. couldnt sleep coz im too full. it's all dot's fault. he chose "RIGHT" so i ended up walking to the coffee shop to get myself a packet of san lao hor fun [note: not sambal hor fun.] as i was hungry. though it's around 4 hours after eating, i haven digested anything. im bloated. pukes.
due to work, i haven been taking my meals as regularly as i did before. gastric is back but i cant help it. im trying so hard to like tahan for one month before i can say bye bye to my boss. today was dumb. i had beef noodles as my dunno what meal at 5 plus. at 7 plus when i was bored, i walked to 7-11 to get myself chocolates. after eatin chocolates, i walked over again to buy myself a drink coz i finished up 2 bottles of plain water. imagine how many times i went to pee. MANY.
today's sale was like fark. alot of nbcb people came to my shop today but didnt buy anything in the end. farked up people. some can even demand me to let them see this and that size but end up saying, "let me think abt it." WOAH! i was so pissed k. i was so tempted to scold and even give them a flying kick each. knnbccb.
i haven seen cassandra for like ages. i miss her.
i miss my girlfriends too.
ok. elfy says good night.
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Monday, September 05, 2005
yawns. tired ttm. just got home from work not long ago. finally, i feel so fresh. =))).
work was as usual, BORING. pig and ting came to find me. ting was really funny lor. think she was abit siao. haha.
we had 9 6 and 3 different fruit juices. sat around at my place till my bosses came. well well. diane told me off from wed till maybe fri. yeappie. so damn happy. haha. lazy to work lah.
im tired le. bye.
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Sunday, September 04, 2005
im totally depressed. i think i might be attempting suicide in no time. im going crazy. save me somebody.
went for eye check up today. vision kinda blury coz only wore my ortho K lens this morning at around 6+.
must be wondering why i only wore it this morning right?
well, i only got home by then what. was clubbing last night. entrance fee $10. free flow. =). but only took twice. haha. hmmm. it was samuel's bday celebration. but he is yet to turn nineteen even till now. coz his actual date is on the 5th.
finally! we could go to the 2nd level again. it's been like so long since we went up. it was farking crowded last night. mostly malays. so it's like when rnb played, they sorta zai the dancefloor. and even when techno was played after, they still stayed there. just imagine lah. it was farking packed. how could anyone really prevent from being touched? grrr. those who were there to jia ba, pls fark off.
managed to dance awhile. went to my fave spot. =). lovely. made denneth stay there to pei me coz baobei went to sit down. =x. i was demanding. haha. min came and asked if i wanna go to 7-11. agreed but told her wait awhile coz i wanna dance some more. so she accompanied me at the dance floor. yeaps. if only she will join us dancing at the dance floor... when i decided to go, walked to the seats with min in front of me. then smth bad happened. it was terrible. shant mention it. i was disgusted yet they laughed at me. so mean hor? haha. nvm lah. it's over.
we had to queue all over when we were back from 7-11. stupid crowd.
samuel was mad. i swear. he passed me another of his ring. and that means im holding onto 2 of his rings currently. ytd he was like so drunk. the way he talk to me was werid. who cares anyway. it was ytd. btw drank abit. really a tinnie winnie bit.
when we were done, as usual, we walked over to 7-11 to slack. got my chocolates and was just in time to watch a show. =x. poor those who were beaten. in the end they walked off, leaving the 3 of us outside 7-11. the bouncers drove over but nobody except the 3 of us were there, muching and drinking. denneth's specs and samuel's pressie were with us. went to meet them outside m.o.s. a car drove over and a few of us hopped on. samuel sat in front, sixian, me, min and troy squezzed behind. poor us. after that we stopped some where to cabbie to bugis. the cab i was in consisted of the ones who sat at the back seats of the car. they had their so-called meeting there.
after that we walked aimlessly and ended up sitting outside this fashion. sat there for kinda long before we left. it's irritating k. i was farking tired. was so glad that i was home. =).
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Saturday, September 03, 2005
wu la la~ weekends. =))). my off. haha. dont have to wake up early to prepare to go open shop. can relax. was home almost the whole day. just that i went to see kids dancing. nice nice. pretty pretty.
i feel like slping now but cant lah. going out liao. then my whiny sis just got home. the house was damn peaceful when she was out. how i wish she's always out. LOL. kidding lah. she is adorable but too irritating. if only she was perfect. lalalas. im dreaming again. now the house only got angie my maid and me. luckily the rest are all out. arbo when she whines, they'll scold her and it's gonna be totally noisy. i sure will get totally irritated. so i better leave before they come home. hehe.
angie says she misses pig pig jie jie. haha. i think she misses the person she always ask "are you girl girl or boy boy" too. =x. haha.
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home. finally. after one whole long day. actually wanted go club but ended up not going. many reasons behind it. well well. wanted to go slack with baobei but my mom kept smsing me and ask me to go home. her last msg made me feel pissed off but i ended up giving in. "YOU BETTER COME BACK IMMEDIATELY!" it's like nth in this msg but the past few msges are linked some how lah. so no choice i had to head home. luckily i wasnt clubbing if not i have to cabbie home straight.
actually mom just hopes that i dont work at street. she very much wishes i would quit but i gotta bear with it for at least a month. guess this is why she wants me to go home straight. in case i mix with any bu san bu si people there. she still thinks im a kid. im already growing up and i can think. at least i know what's right and wrong. i wanna tell her but i know she'll flare. what am i to do? grr.
ok. enough of me and my mom. today opening was not bad. closing was horrible. LOL. imagine... today i had 5 people helping me close shop. amy zafc jw mabel and jasper. everyone lent a helping hand. thanks to them if not i think i wont be even able to go off at 11. THANKS A MILLION. =))). from mon onwards i have to do the closing alone. it's gonna be so damn tough. hopefully i can make it lah. =).
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
shaggg. just got back from work around an hour ago. tired ttm. opening and closing was tiring. the rest of the time was slacking time. =).
ok. today i had 2 idiotic customers. one wanted to get the a bottom which cost $20. but he wanted me to sell him at $8. then i kept saying cannot cannot cannot then he down there "BUT..." with me. HELLO?! im not the boss leh! the other wanted the attitude polo tee. asked for price and i said $20. then he was like HUH SO EXPENSIVE ARH? i said polo tee around this price one what. then he asked "can sell me $12 or $14?" i say cannot then he down there "but very expensive leh." EH! UNCLE AH! EX THEN MAI BUY LAH! i really wanted to scold them so badly. it's like knnccbpcb.
jasper mabel and jiawen helped me with closing. i was totally lousy at it k. i swear. without their help i think i cant close the shop properly. LOL. that stand might be stolen. that's provided got bai chi wanna steal lah. hopefully i can do better tmr. =).
my lady boss is one nice lady. but her husband is like so. er. beyond description. well. that's their business lah. i do my job can le.
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