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Wednesday, September 21, 2005
cabbied back with gx and baobei. puayed $7.50. the uncle was there blabbering all the fark shit lah. after that he told us got new law. oh my god. the three of us really went OMG. haha. i think the main person is yang kor kor. heh. he is no.1 k. nobody can beat him in that.
anyway, i was late for work today. i dunno what i was doing. i read my diary till i forgot the time. by the time i reached, it was like 1.20pm. diane was there to help me open shop. she stayed awhile. rock and a few came. he bought 2 more tops from me. thanks for adding on to my sales. =))). he sure looked like a monkey when he came. haha. after they left, roger came to pick diane.
the street was kinda empty. i felt so sick. took out my diary and wrote down alot of stuffs. and yes, the main thing i wrote was bf. it's joven venda restricted. i swear i miss joven. i wish i could have him back. if only i could turn back time... many things ran thru' my mind. i felt like a bitch. how i wish i can just erase all those crap away.
when i was finally hungry, i walked to buy wanton noodles. ate and then started on my tortoise folding. i folded 1 box and 30 tortoises while working. jasper came. helped me buy drink. pei me quite long. thanks. =))). diane and roger were there when jasper was talking with me. i was there asking jasper got good guy intro to me for serious relationship then he said still young for wad look for bf. so i answered him, "then you rather i have flings than serious relationship lah." LOL. not purposely de. is the way he said that make me feel that way. after jasper left, diane came over and asked, "girl, dao di na yi ge shi ni de bf?" then i went, "huh. mei you lah. wo mei you bf." then she gave me a REALLY MEH look. gosh. i sure want a bf lah. but who???!!! if only somebody perfect falls from the sky...
i agree i should have let you come pick me up. i know i'm safe with you around. at least i know i could really trust you. i promise no more of this.
think i change my mind. i dont want a bf. i want a gf. =x. it's time for a change. heh. =))).
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