Monday, October 31, 2005
went massage for two consecutive days. sat and sun. both at diff place.
after massage on sat, i cabbied to look for them at ktv. when i reached, not all were there yet. only the two couples. kor kor bullied me!!! first thing he did was pour me a glass of beer. wtf. i kept saying i dont wanna drink but he kept insisting. -.-". fine, i told him one glass and no more. he said ok. but! i had to still drink la. i say dont wanna sing he say must drink more. so i sing. when the girls came, he asked me to play dice with them. i say i dunno how. then they teach me. then i say i play but i dun wanna drink. he said ok, but for the first 3 rounds. so i said after 3 rounds i mai play le. he didnt let me stop. poor me. drank la. ling jioned force with me and we won la. quite lucky. haha. he say my father very good at the game so i must be as good. i was like wth. but played awhile more till i really bth la. i still had 1/4 a glass. he said i dont wanna play oso must finish then i say ok lor. i finish liao i tell him i dont wanna drink already. he said OK but later he gave me one bottle. -.-"! kor kor sent his cuzzie and gf off. then came back. now i know why he and sue are together. =). pei ttm la. they sing duet very nice ok! nicest i've heard in my life!!! ling and me smuggled snacks from 7-11. =x. i was hungry again you see. play play enjoy enjoy till around 5. kor kor drove us back. he dropped the 3 girls home first then we went home together. sue sent me up while kor kor parked the car.
at around 2 plus my dad called sue to ask what time are we going back. she said around 5. LOL. then my father was like YOU SERIOUS?! after that she passed the phone to kor kor. kor kor told me that my dad ask him to teach me. then i asked what. he said to drink. he damn clever lor. want me to drink oso shouldnt tell such a lie what. haha.
woke up at 3 plus. yawns. tired la. after that go find my dad at the massage place at around 6. dinnered tved slept.
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Saturday, October 29, 2005
ok. i tell you, i cant take it anymore.
she looks so much like the other J. how how how.
save me somebody. she makes me miss him so. oh dear.
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Thursday, October 27, 2005
dim sum again. =x.
im getting tired of having the same thing almost DAILY. seriously, SICK la. luckily managed to have a change ytd. had mac's big breakfast. =). finally, smth new.
the farking stares i got ytd, pissed me off. it's just low cut la. dont have to look at me like as if im the only woman on earth. PERVERTS. so what if im the only one here wearing this way in this weather? it doesnt mean that you can look at me that way. just fark off and wake up la.
the aircon is farking cold. i almost froze to death last night. poor me.
i see people do things for love. i asked myself if i can sacrifice like them. the answer is NO, i wont. that's me. seriously la. it's only a guy. not like as if there's only this guy in the whole universe what. right? this one cannot, go for next one la. not like as if you can live till that old to date all the guys on earth. i guess not even 1%.
im not afraid nobody wants me. coz i know i got my family and friends. they are the ones who can walk with me till i die. while guys, they come and go. relationship is not gonna last a lifetime like i want it to. people who date can break up, people who marry can divorce. so it rocks to be single and swinging. =).
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
is IMPERFECTperfectionist or IMPERFECTIONIST nicer?
ELFY's gonna be on top.
ponders*
hmmm. i think i'll still take IMPERFECTperfectionist. more AMANDA. =).
dim sum was great. delicious. the egg tart's the best. weeuweets. service today was better. =). before going for breakfast, i went to have it extended.
just now when mom asked and i told her 2 weeks more then she went HUH?! haha. grandma talked to me. =). she wants it simple. it's done. but not by me. was by dad. my job is to bring it to her only. pretty perfect task, easily done. =D.
i miss my love, my life and my everything. miss me too ok? =).
what should i have for lunch? anybody, any ideas? no mac again pls. haha. im sick of that already. one more mac meal soon and i'll die. i rather die of hunger. LOL. but i seriously dont wanna die so young. im not even 17!!! so gimme other options pls. =). <3.
im filled with one tube of m&m minis and a few mentos.
what if i say my parents sold me to someone? would anyone believe me? actually everyone should la. im sold away that's why i cant be contacted. my frens, rmb i love you all la. i cant say goodbye to each and everyone of you. so people who are reading my blog, rmb i love and miss you all many many la. my parents will buy me back soon. guess maybe in less than one month's time. by then i'll be back to contact you all. and at that time, i'll still love and miss you all la. haha.
ammonium, i miss you la. 13711257144 me when you free ok? =). you should get what those no. means. =D!
i wanna farking get the figurine. so you better farking let me get it.
FIGURINE OH FIGURINE, PLS TELL ME WHERE TO GET YOU IN MY DREAMS.
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Monday, October 24, 2005
knnbccb.
my mood isnt good la. all thanks to cabbie man. fark you.
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munching on my maltesers right now. =). feeling so great. a lil tired still though.had oyster porridge just now. =))). it's nice but cant be compared to mom's.LALALAND~brought 2 adults to dim sum breakfast. the service suck la. getting lousier and lousier each day. anyway, shopping was great. BUT i was squeezed till like dunno what. the crowd was kns. it was really horrible. the type that i'd be glad even if i achieved movement of ONE TOE. haha. i know im gonna get smacked on the ass. =x. sat at KFC for quite long with ling. we both ate like say 5, or was it 6?, pieces of chicken each. people gave us a look which was really farked up. we finished every piece ok. dont siao kan us hor. then we sat and talk talk then cabbie to another place. im so in love with that astroboy shop. omg. it's pretty perfect la. nicer than the mickey mouse one. i felt like i was in paradise. envy me pls. haha.i sound crazy but i tell you, im not. lalaland is the perfect place for everyone to visit la. =).
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Saturday, October 22, 2005
just one day off skipping chocolates and here comes my pimple. oh wtf. damned. hmmm. i guess missing one day of sleep that day was part of the cause too. grrr.
now everyone's concern is my pimple. becoz it's getting redder and redder coz as usual my itchy fingers... hmmm. i guess i dont have to say right. haha. so today i ate ALOT of chocolates. i really meant ALOT. my dad was like WTH. always chocolates. too bad la. it runs in the blood. my parents both love chocolates you see. so issit my fault? i doubt so. haha.
back to my pimple. it's the worst pimple in my life. so pls just imagine.
i saw pretty DH shoes. but not my age type. more for like 20 plus. those working in office people. it's mostly BLACK and PINK. guess that's the boss' fave colours. and those diamonds are really nice. smiles*
i disturbed anne's bf. haha. meanie me. but it was anne's idea alright. so i dont think im really mean la. in fact, im nice. coz i helped her disturb her bf. lalala. IM NICEPOKE.
feeling so cold now. brrr. im shivering like dunno what. am i sick again? hmmm.
i feel so unlike myself. haha. i miss my pals. i miss chionging.
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Friday, October 21, 2005
she's gorgeous. i just cant stop looking at her.
she wears her make up just so perfect. it's the best i've seen so far in my life. people may say it's too simple though. simplicity, to me, is better than great la. (: i guess it's becoz i dont want things too complicated. hmmm. i should say dont like instead.
ok. back to her.
she's so into hello kitty. her pouch for her cammie is hello kitty. her hp's theme is hello kitty. her notebook is hello kitty. practically everything in her bag is hello kitty.
god knows, maybe her undies are hello kitty too. haha. =x.at first sight, i thought this lady must be in her early twenties. proally 23 (the oldest). but to my surprise, she's already turning 27 at the end of the year. god. she's 10 whole years older than me. i cant imagine. she just dont look like. not a single bit.
i have to honestly say, she's not heavenly. but she has the characteristics to be. the way she looks on the outside is really extraordinarily GREAT.
i like the way she speaks. the way she moves. the way she is HER.
i wish i can have dinner with her tonight. =).
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
i see more and more people getting into relationships. most of my pri sch friends are attached already. im so envious.
NO. im not envious becoz they found their other half. im, in fact, envious of them being able to last in a relationship. yes, im speaking of being together for a year or more. no breaks and patch type. how come they can find someone to love for that long while i cant?
just take a look at my relationships.
the longest was like a year. plus breaks and patch ups. but if you minus those, it's barely 9 months. our love was like shit. quarrelled almost everyday for one period. now i think back, i dunno what made me still love him deep back then. -.-"
the shortest was 8 days. i dunno what i was doing. what i really wanted. the mood wasnt there so i just said break. yes, i was a freak.
the rest... none lasted for more than 100 days, not even 50. just imagine alright.
compare mine with people's 1 yr plus.where's my courage to love? to accept? to believe? everything's gone. will any even come back?
oh pls. someone pls just pull me back. bring me back things i've lost during the battle. it's tough when i have nth with me.
i've got my family. i've got my friends. but my life is incomplete still. coz im missing my soulmate. pouts*
SOULMATE.
a. helps me retrieve everything i lost.
b. goes thru thick and thin with me.
c. loves my family. (((:
d. accepts my friends.
e. sings to/for me.
f. ability to wake me up.
g. dont stop me from eating. *winks
h. comfort me when i cry.
i. tell me stories/sing me lullaby when i cant get to slp.
j. gives me freedom.
k. has his way to deal with my attitude. =x
l. as sweet as hershey's kisses.
m. swimming khaki. (((:
n. cooks for/with me. *smiles
o. my form of entertainment.
p. watches disney channel with me. =).
q. helps me control my hp bill.
r. never unreasonable.
s. playboy.flirts.
t. surprises me.
u. accepts me for who i am.
v. handles me with care. IM FRAGILE LA.
w. colours my life.
x. sincerely in love with me.
y. guys are always better than girls.
z. all of the above.
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"nobody was at home last night. we slept at the massage parlour. coz after we were done with our massage, it was already like 3am. since we took up a one day course, why not stay right? hmmm. yeap. so i slept like a pig la. till around an hour ago, a lady came to call me up. she says my frens' waiting for me. so yah. i gotta CRAWL up. haha. went for breakfast then washed up. though im not used to stripping in front of others, i had to la. haha. arbo how to bathe, where to bathe? hmmm. i tell you, im tired. we reached the place at around like say 9+ i think. i bathed and suanaed. i was the survivor! heh. =). after that i wanted to like slack la. but a lady called me to go to 3rd lvl to look for my friends. ok, i went. ate la. then after that i went to see people play pool and billard. i realised i cant find them. =x. so i went to take my phone. after that i saw 3 missed calls la. from THEM. haha. after that we went in to the comfy zone. a lady helped me dig my ear. trim my nails. i was watching tv la. awhile later, another lady came. she asked if i wanna massage my legs. i said ok la since i wasnt doing anything else. let her earn more money ma. see, im so good. haha. after that was massage time. it was already 2 by that time. weets."
i dont want this to be just a dream.
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
"dad forgot his phone today. he called me when i was sleeping to help him bring to office when i wake up. so after i woke up and prepared, i left for his office. 7-11ed first to get myself food and drink. lucky me, need not snatch cabbie today. =))). reached office and dad wasn't here. -.-". ping helped me order food. it took donkey years to arrive. after eating abit, i decided to stop coz it's not tasty. hmmm. then anne went to buy dumplings for all of us. we ordered desert too. the delivery guy very idiotic lor. didnt bring change then we had to find exact amount to pay him. wtf. talked then ate together. =). i rmbed i got chocolates in my bag. shared with them."
tell me it was a dream.
alright. i miss my hangouts la. oh yah. mom was kinda pissed ytd. she sounded angry la. coz i didnt have dinner till almost 11. then i tried to explain to her. think she understand ba. had dinner only at 11 plus. -.-". didnt eat much. no appetite though i was hungry. had migrane later on. it was really very uncomfy k. tsk tsk.
yay. the laundry's done. =))). pretty perfect.
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
fark lah. having fever again. i think im going crazy already k!!!
my hands are farking cold now even when im in jacket. it's as cold as when im in sleeveless, watching movie at gv tamp. hais. took a nap just now. i wish i could slp forever la. then no worries. wont feel cold at all.
later shall call the laudry man up to bring up the bag of clothes that were sent for washing the other day. at the same time, give him another bag to wash.
know what? i mopped the floor the other day. haha. if you saw me mopping, you'll think im one idiot. i cant even mop properly. -.-". skill-less. but what can you expect? at least i mopped k. know why i mopped? coz it was freaking dusty! nobody farking bothered to clean. then my poor legs felt unhappy la. so i decided to like mop lor. i was clumsier than anything when i was mopping. i almost like say fall. haha. =x. aiya. good experience la.
i wanna eat biscake so badly. awww. i wish i wish.
if only i know how to bake biscake on my own, things would be great la. it suck when i dunno how to cook. i dont like food outside!!! hopefully i'll have a bf who can cook. heh. =))).
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wtf. was like reading blogs since i got nth to do and i spotted one farked up blog.
that asshole who owns that blog thinks too highly of herself already la. nabeh. so stucked up. wth. if she got what it takes to be so stucked up, i mean, who cares? i wont give a shit about it then la.
i mean, have you ever seen a girl who reads magazines and thinks that if ppl who wear stuffs featured in those mags have no dress sense? seriously, if she thinks this way, she buy mags for fcuk? people buy mags to see what's on trend and how to improve on their dressing senses. and it sorta acts like a shopping guide. like say when you see this top you like from the mag, you can just go straight to the shop to buy what. isn't it like more convenient? aiyah. i think the asshole wont get what i mean. anyway, i wanna say this.
SHE DRESSES LIKE SHIT. so what if she has her own dress sense? it isnt trendy and in fact, it's SHIT.
i look at her pics and i can simply conclude she dont know how to dress her age. and her bags are all so
UGLY. yuck. and she would actually think it's super pretty and whatever the shit. oh yah. she's never dressed in black. coz people like her thinks black's not for normal smiling humans. but i must say, black is one of the bestest colour clothe anyone should have. only people who dont wear black are abnormal. just take going to a prom for instance. black will look classy. one of the close to perfect colours. of course there are other colours that will go well. but pls, not pink. pink prom dresses just suck big time la.
this girl also thinks she's
OH SO WANTED AND LOVED. OH SO POPULAR. it makes me
OH SO TEMPTED to tell her to stop dreaming. if she's wanted and loved, she'd not fail in r/s or even get rejected. popular people knows where they stand. but this girl thought she's above many others. oh pls. that's shit.
aiya. above all, she thinks she's pretty when she's actually not. though it's a lil too thick skinned of me to say this, i think im prettier than her. LOL. so just imagine la. im not pretty, so she's
BUANGed. got it? haha.
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alright, i know it's early. but well, im used to this kinda lifestyle. isnt it good? hmmm. it's healthy you see. =). was woken up by my dad's call at 8.20am. when i farking answered, he nvr reply to my HELLOS. so i hung. 20min later he called again. at least he spoke up this time round. he wanted me to pass message to my uncle la. -.-".
ytd watched a farking hilarious show. and guess what i've learnt?
"BU ZAI HU CHENG JING YONG YOU, ZHI ZAI HU TIAN CHANG DI JIU."
wow. isnt it supposed to be the opposite? hmmm. i find it cute anyway. =). the ghosts were cute la. the love story too... aww. i sure was touched la.
i wanna try surviving on water today. i dont wanna eat packed food!
crystals will drop from the sky at noon. =).
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Monday, October 17, 2005
omfg. was like doing nth so i just casually looked around and the first thing i did was to bend down to see. guess what i saw? yes, my farking leg. damnit. esp my right leg la. the scars left behind. ccb. so ugly. all the bicycles fault. make my leg become like shit. all those bikers all not well trained la. i think i ride on my own oso nth will happen. next time i better choose properly the person who will ride me. arbo my leg really become like sai. you know, SHIT.
know smth, im poor thing la. had delivery food for dinner again today. -.-". nobody has time for me. had macnuggets set meal. ate only 3 farking pieces of the nuggets. didnt feel like eating la. chilli-less. or should i say there wasnt enough chilli. so sad la. life without chilli isnt nice la. chilli is part of my life. i think i can really die without chilli. hai. aiya. suck la.
today is totally shit. first, the guy shit. next, the chilli shit. then now, the ugly leg shit. ALL SHIT la. knnbccb.
how i wish my life was perfect.
if only there's a guy who can treat me oh-so-well. love me oh-so-deep. want me oh-so-long. cherish me. pamper me. shower me with the TLC i want.
if only i wont run out of chocolates. melts in the mouth. oh. it's so yummy. =).
if only i get to eat alot of chilli. food will taste just great. can even be better then great.
if only my siblings wont quarrel. the house would be peaceful and i needn't shout at them to add on to the noise.
if only i will never fall down. i wont have any scars on my leg. it wont be so ugly.
if only all these happen, i'd be more than just happy la.
hello everyone.
i am a girl named ELFY.
im turning 17.
i am born on 26th dec 1988.
i stay in lalaland.
i have lovable gfs.
that's all about me.
nice meeting you.
pls come again next time.
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why?! why?! why?!
how come guys are so nbcb? they see one, like one. shit them la. i tell you, guys are assholes la. i think i wanna become les already la.
those guys who are not happy to see this, fark off la. nobody ask you all to read my blog anyway.
pcb. my mood is foul now. dont come near me. dont try to be funny.
esp that asshole who made me feel so pissed now, i tell you, i really hate you. ALOT ALOT ALOT. MANY MANY MANY. ok. i promise myself. nvr to bother to talk to you again. NVR TO ANYTHING. i really mean NEVER. wanna erase you from my memory.
erasing...erasing...erasing...
ERASED!everything is just OVER.
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think im gonna let my farking ear hole close. dunno why the left side's bleeding these few days. damnit.
had delivery AGAIN. it's like an everyday thing for lunch. boo. i get to eat new stuffs now and then. haha. but still, i rather not la. =x.
im missing all of them ALOT.
i farking forgot my usb cable for the mp3. the rest cant fit. nabeh. im pissed. can someone like deliver it to lalaland for me? haha. hmmm. what i can do now is just fark care about the damn mp3. i know i can do it without music la. soundless.
know what? im always contradicting myself when it comes to r/s.
i want a bf becoz i want TLC.
i dont want a bf becoz i dont wanna commit.
somebody help me can? i think conclusion is that i want a bf to give me TLC but dont need my commitment. perfect right? hmmm. i think so la. but which idiot would want to shower me TLC without me agreeing to commit? erm. maybe i should bluff? haha. ok. shuddup amanda. dream no more pls. lalaland is the only place i can get TLC without commitment. so i think that's where i really belong. =))).
the sky is pink today. =).
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Friday, October 14, 2005
oh gosh. just realised that the first line in the previous post came out to be shit. for the chinese words la. forgotten that chinese wont be shown in blogs. well, at least in my blog. hmmm. that afhbrvgjdsm word there was meant to be
"NI AI WO MA?"haven taken breakfast. wonder what's for lunch. hmmm. im now stuffing myself with pretz and kinder bueno. that shall be my breakfast. and maybe lunch too. -.-". ytd had mac delivery. i ordered a set but i only took the coke and the burger. and know what? i farking cant finish the burger. -.-".
was home late. reached at only aboout 10.30. bathed, tved then slept. oh yah. my lovables called. talked to them. =). i need to buy chocolates everyday already. coz im only left wth 2 bars at home. so sad. =(((. tina says im siao to eat so much chocolates when i told her im left with 2 only. im not siao la. im just a chocolate freak you see. so i cant resist. no chocolates for a day means i'll die.
know what? im farking hungry right now. and i dunno where's my dad. grrr. help me somebody!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, October 13, 2005
i want you. i need you. 你爱我吗?
just now i farking swallowed a small piece of card board. i tell you, i thought i was going to die. i didnt even know how i farking actually swallowed it down lor. then i told my dad. he said i was stupid and kept laughing. WTH. -.-". it was farking pain k!
having fever now. so uncomfy. help me somebody!!!
steamboat ytd was farking nice. nicest i've ever eaten all my life. hmmm. wait. i take back my words. steamboat at popo's hse is still #1. so ytd's was #2. =). yums.
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
why is it that girls always fall for the wrong guy? why are most guys so hong? cant they like just stay faithful to one girl? guys are made up of puzzles i feel. if someone fixes one piece of the puzzle, it'll mean he will love her till another one comes up to fix the other piece. it's only if the girl has plenty of those puzzle pieces then she'd be loved by him for long. or maybe just quite long.
to me, it's always girls getting hurt. guys are like so heartless. after being bitten once, i've decided not to love too deep. i'll end up with nth but hurt. so i stead without love. even if there is, it's those tinny bit type. those that can just disappear in a short period. the pain is gonna stay too long for me to endure. i might look strong on the outside but i know im not in the inside. im simply too vulnerable.
boy, if you really only wanna play, tell me or just take your leave. im too weak. i dont wanna end up in a fling. i wanna get serious. flinging around is fun but i dont fancy it. so just lemme feel that it'll really work between us.i dont wanna step into another relationship unless i know it will work out well. i wanna be the only girl in my guy's heart. with my attitude, relationships cant last. so just make me really feel that your love for me is true. help me love you just like you do. that will definitely be a 100% that we'll last for more than 100 days. but before i will say anything else, i wanna ask, which guy can melt my heart?
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
it's been dunno how many million days since i last stayed out late.
after going to tamp again after min's place, we went to watch our movie. 10 of us went. hmmm.
yimin. pig. me. ivy. bh. gx. nich. jh. edmund. choon. it was a nc-16 movie. 4 brothers. pathetic gv assholes made us show our identifications TWICE! nbcb.
after that went to slack then headed for kfc. clarence came then i talked with him till everyone else came out. then those guys went dota-ing. pig went off. kangtang came. when kangtang and yimin decided to leave for billarding session, ivy left for home.
saw gina with his gf. billarding too. he looks so like an alien.
after that we slacked la. then yimin acc me home to do smth. then we cabbied down to pasir ris to meet the rest.
ton~ walked together to the beach. it was fun la. sat around to talk. =). it's been real long...
anyway, dont wanna update le. tata.
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Monday, October 10, 2005
currently at yimin's place. she's bathing so im here blogging.
met her at tamp. coz we were supposed to be watching movie la. but the rest all LATE. -.-". the show 4.20 start but by 4.30 nobody else reached. so we decided to catch the 6.50 movie. so it's like we went to tamp just now for pasta mania only. -.-". pathetic la.
almost done with packing up. =))) yay. shall continue with the rest at night.
know what? i wanna know badly who i like now. seriously it sucks when even i, myself dont know. was telling yimin maybe i like everyone la. abit feel here and there. hmmm. haha. and maybe i should like stead with all at one time yah? monday to sunday diff bfs. =). haha. ttm. i wont do that one la.
i wanna have ONE bf only. the ONE must last with me. for that to happen, he has to like dont make me sick of him that easily. you all should know my bad habit la. hmmm. but when will that be? i want my mr. right!!!
coz everytime i dream i dream of you.
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lalalas. morning everyone. i just got up. yawns. had very lil sleep. AGAIN. =(.
was already prepared to go lalaland at close to 11.30 but was smsing. after around 15min, i decided not to reply already. i wanted to go to lalaland. sadly, i took a lil longer than usual to go there. i was turning and tossing on the bed, thinking. it was around 12.30 or so when i finally slept.
hmmm. i really dunno what am i thinking. hais. no sweet dreams last night. HE* didnt appear. guess HE* will slowly vanish and soon will be out of my life.
im bored. so i've decided to share some facts about me with everyone. hmmm.
#1. i like buying bras but i dont like wearing them.
#2. i like to see girls but im straight. cannot be any straighter.
#3. i love my siblings but i cant stop screaming at them.
#4. i want my room to be less messy but it gets messier each time.
#5. i like to go out but im lazy to get out of my house.
#6. i like to buy storybooks with nice covers but seldom will read.
#7. i yearn for TLC but i dont wanna have a bf.
#8. i like eating candy but i fear of getting tooth decay.
#9. i like myself yet i feel like killing myself at times.
#10. i want a person to care for me yet im afraid he'll hurt me.
#11. i hate chocolates for melting yet i love eating them.
#12. i think soft toys are cute but i dont really like them.
that's all for now. =).
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Sunday, October 09, 2005
just finished watching meet the parents. it was hilarious. a very nice show. =))). it reminds me of azmi and nich. memories~ it christmas eve when we watched the second part, meet the fockers. i rmbed how funny the show was but i didnt manage to laugh much. i was just too tired lah. and thanks to them, i wasnt covered with much of the sprays. =D! i rmbed crying too. haha. they protected me from being molested in a way or another. haha. =))). sleeping at taka was memorable. i miss them alot, love them to bits.
went to uncle squirrel's place. his baby girl was adorable la. very tiny. irresistibly cute. =))). i miss mousey. =(((.
i know i have that feel but i doubt there's a slightest chance.
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yawns. another day without 12h of sleep. poor me. sob sob.
had fun with the two girls. haha. laughed like some ah siaos. each of us talked about the best and the worst lcer in our life. muahahaha. it was funny. we even described for some parts. LOL. after that we ordered mac. mac spicy doubles. while waiting for the food to come, we looked at lia's and gie's album. laughed like siao when seeing lia's album. haha. when the food came we ate. AMY AND HER BF VERY TIAN TIAN LEH! bth* if only... ok. shuddup amanda. hmmm. after we were done, they left for home. that was around 3. then i go wash up and went to slp.
i had a dream. i cant really rmb much of it. but it was a dream that made me smile. (((: i was with him* in my dreams. perhaps he* is my lalabf? hmmm. it was indeed a very sweet dream.
anyway, woke up to go to the toilet and saw msges. supposed to give someone morning call at 11. but i only managed to wake up at 11.23. called him but he didnt pick up. he msged me to say he's going back to slp. omg. then i shouldnt wake up to call him wad!!! zzz. ok. fine. then i went back to lalaland. slept awhile more then woke up already.
going out now already. gonna see uncle squirrel's baby girl. =))). tata.
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
BORED LAH!
pig and amy just came to my place. lalalas. dont wanna blog already. haha
BB.
im here to disturb her . hehehe . amy and i at her hse now . hehehe . angie so cuteee lahhh . she smile smile at me then sayy byebye she want go slpp liao . wah lauuu . =(. now she loitering outside the doorr . thenn she sayy she want to come in . haha . i knew it . she misses me la ... lol =x. wait i try to go fix the web cam then let yimin bio angie . make her jealous . aiya angie go orh orh liao . hehehe . bb .
shiying .
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oh gosh. crap shit. who the fark would be so blur to actually go clubbing without identification? well, im that blur.
zzz.
last night cabbbied to ms with baobei. it was only when we were reaching that i realised that i forgot my ic/ezlink. oh my hell. i really wonder what the fark is wrong with me. i guess im not used to bringing identification out already.
anyway managed to get in anyway.
GOT NO KICK! didnt dance at all. sat there to see see look look.
kangtang danced well. =). many people looked at him dance.
after everything, went to 7-11 slack then headed for home with dan, kt and bb.
slept. woke up early today. -.-". all thanks to lia.
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Thursday, October 06, 2005
was sorting out pics. all our pics taken when we were younger. it was kinda difficult to tell who is who when we were like a few months old. so tina kept asking "who is this" while helping to sort out. and there were a few pics that i couldnt differentiate. had to ask mommy.
angie looked at the pics. for some, she couldnt tell who's who. she mistook some of mine and tina's pics for hers. bth her. worst of all was that she kept arguing with us that it's her. tsk tsk.
i shall scan the pics tmr and upload some. shall go do my stuffs now. bb.
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yay. i finally got myself out of the house!!! =))).
went with mom to visit my greatgrandma. haven visited her for like ages.
both me and mommy were blurries. haha. we got out of the lift at 8th lvl when greatgrandma actually lives on the 9th. we were like knocking and calling for her. LOL. then we looked again at the unit no. and it was only then we realised we were on the wrong lvl. HAHAHA! went up and mina opened the door for us. yay. greatgrandma recognises me. =))). even ah gong cant recongise me lor!!! -.-"! that sat around and she asked me questions then i answered. as usual, my hokkien is kns. so it was kinda difficult for both me and her to understand. mina is smart. =). she can speak hokkien well. she's a nice maid who can take good care of my ggm. the nicest. =))).
after that we left for ikea. for dunno what. haha. just felt like going there. sat at the cafe to relax for about an hour. then we headed back.
on the way home, angie called.
"jie jie. ask mommy come back now!"
"why?"
"becoz my heart like stop beating already."
"WAH! your heart stop beating then how you talk?"
"stop beating only what. still can talk."
"dont rubbish lah. stop beating already means die already."
"yes meh?"
"YAH!"
"ok. bye bye."
then i was like WTH. she's abit crazy.
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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
what's wrong with not having a bf at this age?
mom thinks im still young for relationships which i sorta agree. coz i still farking dunno how to handle one well. later i sian liao then OK BYE! or for no reason i show attitude. aiyah. my bad habits lah.
so shu shu, bo bo, ah yi, gu gu men pls just stop asking whether i have bf anot. i dont have and i wont have.
even if i have oso for awhile only. less than 100 days relationship. unless you all intro me a perfect guy lahhh. that will be a diff story already. =))).
actually... i always wish to have a bf whom i can last with. but that mr. right hasnt stepped into my life yet. isn't that sad. maybe i will learn how to appreciate things only after he steps into my imperfect life. hmmm. who knows...
aiyah. conclusion is still i want TLC.
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005
it's another day at home. haven really gone out since im back. kinda lazy you see. hmmm. but from tmr onwards i MUST get out.
i haven done anything meaningful so far except for baking a cake on sun. my life is EAT SLEEP TV. that's all. the cake i baked was yummylicious. first time i made such nice cake. =))). i gave it a name called lemony oreo. (:
shall make one more within this week. but no no, not lemony oreo. im gonna make biscake. =). cant wait. gotta go get the ingredients soon.
hmmm. yah. i wanna buy mp3. but i dunno which mp3 to buy. sucks! hmmm. must be wondering why i wanna buy right? well coz if im on plane i can like listen when i sleep. can keep me occupied too when im bored. but it's mainly for plane use.
im wondering should i get a new cammie or repair my old one. lia says i should get a new one. but i love aiai alot!!! i dont bear to leave it. hais. i dunno how!!! help me someone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, October 03, 2005
knnbccb. enough. i really mean what i said. E N O U G H! for god's sake, just stop crying. i really wished i didnt come back so soon. i really hate to hear you crying. it simply just pisses me off. i hate you crying.
spent my whole day at home. woke up at around 1230 this noon. becoz i slept at around 12 last night. late huh? tsk tsk. it's becoz i only reached home at around 11 last night. was with pig amy potato ch jh and sx at block 90+ after 85. potato cycled me and i swear i was farking scared. haha. i doubt i would be afraid if i was standing but the thing is im sitting. i dont have the sense of security when sitting down. even if the person is someone i love and trust, i still wont get that sense of security.
msging aun now. my farking prepaid card's value will finish soon!!! grrr.
i think i only got this week to play here. yet im like spending most of my time slacking at home. i shall get moving tmr. go walk walk or smth.
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Sunday, October 02, 2005
yeappie. im back. yes, im home. =)))!
aun just msged me. he said he misses me. haha.
it's like now im so not used to life at home. switching off the lights to sleep seems weird to me. closing the door when im in the toilet is like so strange. and yah! im like too used to taking towels from the toilet that i forgot to bring towel in. -.-"! i have to learn to adapt soon.
anyway, i think it's all worth it. =).
well, do you know...
ck is having a very bad name now. [not calvin klein. shan't mention the name]
i heard hula and co will be selling shoes soon. footwear i mean.
cant rmb the rest. when i think hao then i update again.
shagged. with love. E L F Y .
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Saturday, October 01, 2005
hmmm. woke up at past 11 today. [the time here.] packed my stuffs and headed downstairs for brunch. ordered steak. i swear it dont taste good. haha. so far i haven't tasted a yummylicious steak. LOL. will be leaving the hotel at around 2+. as you know, the jam and all... better leave early lah. flight is at 6. =). i so miss my bed!!! joven too!!! it feels good to know that i'll be going home soon. haha.
plans for tonight - SLEEP.
plans for tmr - go collect my specs and more lenses at optic. cut hair. go change my stuffs.
plans for mon to fri - not sure yet. im free so book me if you want. haha.
i farking cant get into msn here. nabei cheebye.
it's so long since i last clubbed. ohh myy.
pretty perfect. E L F Y.
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