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Monday, November 21, 2005
i cant rmb how i met this guy. neither could i rmb how i fell in love with him.
he ISNT
the perfect guy i always yearn for.
the kind of guy who will give in. (i feel)
the boy who DONT SMOKE.
i really dont want my boy to smoke!
himself if he wont drink.
see. i just dont know him well enough. how am i supposed to be with him?
in addition, how am i to be sure about his feelings for me? whether it's true anot? it's been more than a month since we last chatted on the phone. we are not as close as before. that's one fact i have to face. but well, what can i do? all i ask for is my heart and mind to work together then gimme my answer to whether to accept or not.
i dont want another fling/short term relationship. i want things to work out. it'll only be possible if two hearts can really beat as one.
HOW MUCH DO YOU LIKE ME?
i rmb it was A LIL one and a half month ago. but what about now? that's what matters most.
also, im afraid my feelings for you fade faster than anything. who knows? maybe tmr i wont even like you a single bit.
SO CONFUSED.
others, i wont consider at all. it'll be YOU if i really make up my mind to have a bf. the feel that faded completely is back. but it's only a lil. it might increase or even decrease. nobody knows.
emotion-less
