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Sunday, November 27, 2005
i guess im a lil upset and disappointed la. =(.
i wanna cry so badly.
but i just gotta control myself.
there's just so much to do yet so little time.
i thought i could pack my room and throw away stuffs i wont need and dont want.
but i dunno where to start.
i dont want my maid to do it coz she'll make me dont know where my stuffs are placed at.
-.-"
all the problems and all are making me go crazy.
when can all these just get out of my mind???!!!
i wanna be LEFT ALONE!
was cleaning my voilin just now.
it was filled with dust la.
haven touched it for like dunno how many years.
i think got 3 years already. =x.
while waiting for the usual peeps to finish DOTA-ing this MORNING, min pig chel pl and i talked abt last time.
sometimes i wish i could go back to the past.
it was really too enjoyable la.
life wasnt as boring.
going out want a chore to me then.
WE COULD DO JUST WHATEVER WE WANTED WHENEVER WE LIKE.
last min decision to catch a movie.
after school lunch trips to LJS.
every week AT LEAST one day out to town.
the always neoprint life.
makan at restaurants.
shopping trips.
and so many more.
we just didnt have to bother much. there wasn't a problem at all. NO CASH STRAIN. NTH.
we could enjoy ourselves like nobody's business. play as a group and not wait/watch like idiots.
I JUST MISS LIFE THEN SO.
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