Saturday, December 31, 2005
shou bu liao.
well, gonna make second batch of cookies as soon as im done with this post.
ytd was the first since im back.
gotta make some more then enough to give people ma.
i dunno what's their plans for counting down later at night.
how am i supposed to pack the cookies for them?
somebody teach me leh.
i've yet to make up my mind.
shall wait and see la.
im seriously not those kind who will use my mouth to express care and concern.
i really am not wei da enough.
yes, i know im selfish, self centered.
that's me. who can do anything?
ytd ps-ed my lovables.
was lazy and i haven completed sorting out the pictures.
plus changi's kinda far for me.
okok. conclusion's i was too lazy.
i shouldnt be awake so early.
thanks to the ah neh's singing so loudly and lousily.
they broke my lovely dream.
ytd night at around 11.45pm, my aunt called.
she talked to me for like half an hour.
longest conversation i ever had with her.
what else will adults be telling me?
same old thing.
it's fine with me seriously.
but it simply suck big time when they doubt me when i answer their question to whether i've got a bf anot.
if you all dont believe ask for what?
and also, if i say i dont have bf but have gf instead you all also cannot do anything what.
i mean, what's the problem man.
i know what im doing.
im only 17. if i have a bf now, how long can we last?
a 100 days? or even lesser.
i wont, for god's sake, marry at 20.
it's far too young.
this will also mean 3 years from now.
hey! 3 years from now, i should still be enjoying life with myself, my family and my friends.
marriage isnt the thing now.
it's more to courtship at my age.
but seriously, i cant take it.
i dont wanna have a record of dunno how many bfs before marriage.
also, pls did i ever mention to any of you that im gonna marry?
-.-".
it just isnt the right time yet to talk abt all these.
will you adults be a lil more understanding?
i want my life to be just abt me.
no bfs.
im happy the way i am, unattached.
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Thursday, December 29, 2005
shagged.
i went there at 28th (past twelve midnight) after enjoying with my slackers over at marina.
ok wait.
marina was alright.
spent quality time with them.
it's been a million hours since i last saw them.
had fun steamboating and bowling.
=D!
back to the chalet.
hmmm. when i reached there 2 beds were occupied by supposedly two couples.
(i thought la.)
but in the end i knew there was only an offical pair.
kinda surprised in a way but well what can i say?
ah zai wished me belated bday while i wished him happy birthday.
haha.
it was the birthday season you see.
went to cheers with the two girls.
saw the guys outside cheers then headed for mac with them.
i swear it was pathetic la.
LOL.
1 set meal shared by dunno how many people.
then this stupid daniel wanted to puay with me for the remaining 49 slaps.
after going back, i dunno what else we did then we got ready to slp.
i felt like vomiting so i walked to cheers.
choon followed.
i wanted to actually buy milk so i can vomit.
but choon sorta said shouldnt or smth.
ended up didnt buy anything.
-.-".
walked back to chalet and sat outside, trying very hard to vomit.
ate chocolates.
drank green tea.
ended up vomiting abit outside and quite alot in the toilet.
was glad i wasnt feeling as uncomfy.
after that i was rewarded to chocolates.
LOL. shared with those not asleep yet.
then i went to bed.
the space was limited la.
couldnt sleep well.
plus those guys were farking noisy after their game.
then ended up being really squashed.
thanks to ben and his gf.
-.-".
luckily the couple on the floor gave up their bed to me while they breakfast-ed.
sleep till very song that time, the aircon person came.
nabei.
i had to go out of the chalet room to sit with those eating mac.
i didnt have the feel to eat.
all i wanted was a nice sleep.
when the man left, i swear i was damn happy.
slept.
then i dunno why and how i woke up.
played with evelyn.
hurhur.
had fun la.
LOL.
went out with choon and the couple.
cabbed home alone.
chatted on phone for quite some time.
asked cass over to eat.
phone again but with diff person.
lalalas.
pig came to pick me up opposite my house then we picked pl at tanah merah.
headed for chalet together.
bought green tea and kinder bueno on the way.
the guys had fun at twelve.
offically peiliang's bday what.
so they "gangbanged" him. LOL.
after that some stupid things happened.
went to cheers to look for pig.
then we waited for yimin and eslynn.
peiliang came soon after.
after buying their stuffs we headed for chalet.
(actually wanted to slack at mac one)
they had a second round of fun but with different victim.
this time round it was bc.
we girls stood outside to see show.
they played cards.
i sat and see.
it was funny la.
haha.
after that went to sleep or rather reserve bed.
wanted to sleep but pl and choon asked me not to.
so pei them talk after they finished playing golf on phone.
then massaged pl and sx.
then slept.
again at a certain time, people got noisy and started to piss me off.
the switching on and off of the lights SUCKED.
slept till around 12 plus.
stupid cleaner came.
gotta go.
bye chalettt.
cabbed home with min and pig.
ate abit after bath.
lalalanded.
anyway, once again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEILIANG!
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
-.-".
well, i want none.
=).
unless a miracle happens and i decided i really love someone.
then i might have either one or two at the most.
babies are adorable but irritating laaa.
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i miss you alot.
i yearn to see you.
where are you?
why is it always that i never get the chance to see your face?
it's always the body and legs.
NEVER the face.
WHY WHY WHY?!!!
you are supposed to be my PERFECT bf.
the one i'll meet in lalaland.
but whenever we meet, i dont get to see how you look like.
it's not supposed to be like that.
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Monday, December 26, 2005
before blogging on further, i shall wish myself first.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA.
LOL.
it's lame but who cares.
anyway, once again, thank you to everyone who wished me.
=).
hmmm. this year's bday was weird.
first time without cake.
i had ice cream as replacement instead.
christmas was still alright.
went to party at ktv on the 25th at around 12am.
met the cutest person in my life.
i swear i love him many many.
<3.
his cheeks, his smiles, his everything.
i just miss them so.
i rmb asking him, "where do you stay?"
he answered, "i stay in my house."
so innocent. so cute.
his big hug and his goodbye kiss. will be kept in my heart.
gary, i miss you.
jie jie and jie fu were cute la.
so were the other couples.
i just dont get cherry and ryan.
it is a lil complicated.
shopping at toy city ytd was fun.
my brother bought me a mahjong set as a bday gift.
small and cute type.
shhh. dont let my dad know. =x.
later he chop my hands and head.
still got more stuffs la.
and i quarrelled with some shop asses.
but still i must still say. i hated some parts.
shant mention it here.
tony treated us to dinner last night.
he wanted to see my other siblings and my mom la.
how lame.
but it's ok la. since we stay so near one another, we had dinner at the restaurant downstairs.
and wait. i was almost pickpocketed.
luckily tina saved me. PHEW~
disneyland was fun.
but still, not as fun as america's.
but well, mai hiam buay pai.
shall upload the pictures.
TINA!!! cute hor?
tina and lia.
my siblings.
them again.
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Monday, December 12, 2005
ytd went up to see babyyy. SO CUTE!!! love him to bits. =x.
his smiles; so adorable.
just too irrisistable.
<3.
on sat, it was wen jun's 1 mth celebration.
drank a teeny weeny bit only la.
im a good girl right? =).
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
ok. well, im ill.
i just have no appetite for anything.
i vomit practically EVERYTHING i ate.
is that serious enough?
i think it is.
anyway, daddy is like complaining to mommy stuffs which are so WRONG!
luckily mommy believes me. =).
heh.
<3.
im missing the whole world.
my lovables especially.
im poisoned.
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Friday, December 02, 2005
my stupid sister is like laughing even till now. it's been already 4 days.
ok. let me tell you what she's laughing at me about.
that day i was eating cornetto then left alil bit of the cone then i stared at it.
when i decided to put it away and stop eating, the ice cream FLEW!
into the cup of apple juice it went.
POOR ME. no more apple juice.
to think she could be laughing at me. -.-
MEANPOKE -> AMELIA!
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Thursday, December 01, 2005
=D!!!
haven been updating lately. a lil busy la. the phone calls and passing of messages. the late night sleeps. EVERYTHING is killing me in a way la.
anyway, im glad it's over.
im really happy that you admitted your mistake.
i dont wish there's a second time alright.
baobei wants me to be back asap but im here for like only how many days. LOL.
in fact, i cant wait to meet my lovables.
but i want a nice outing without having to leave anyone out.
like say PLS NO DOTA-ing/ POOL-ing/ BILLARD-ing.
get what i mean?
my lips are dried up. it even bleed last night. i woke up to see dried up blood on my lips which i thought was some kinda insect. =x.
shopped.
yummy food.
chocolate fondue.
I SAID IM A LESBIAN.
that lie might end up a fact.
many misses, many loves.
4 pretties 1 handsome.
cassandra.
LJB.
gG.
my shoulder still hurts. dont touch it!
i wanna see lil babyboy.
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