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Saturday, December 31, 2005
shou bu liao.
well, gonna make second batch of cookies as soon as im done with this post.
ytd was the first since im back.
gotta make some more then enough to give people ma.
i dunno what's their plans for counting down later at night.
how am i supposed to pack the cookies for them?
somebody teach me leh.
i've yet to make up my mind.
shall wait and see la.
im seriously not those kind who will use my mouth to express care and concern.
i really am not wei da enough.
yes, i know im selfish, self centered.
that's me. who can do anything?
ytd ps-ed my lovables.
was lazy and i haven completed sorting out the pictures.
plus changi's kinda far for me.
okok. conclusion's i was too lazy.
i shouldnt be awake so early.
thanks to the ah neh's singing so loudly and lousily.
they broke my lovely dream.
ytd night at around 11.45pm, my aunt called.
she talked to me for like half an hour.
longest conversation i ever had with her.
what else will adults be telling me?
same old thing.
it's fine with me seriously.
but it simply suck big time when they doubt me when i answer their question to whether i've got a bf anot.
if you all dont believe ask for what?
and also, if i say i dont have bf but have gf instead you all also cannot do anything what.
i mean, what's the problem man.
i know what im doing.
im only 17. if i have a bf now, how long can we last?
a 100 days? or even lesser.
i wont, for god's sake, marry at 20.
it's far too young.
this will also mean 3 years from now.
hey! 3 years from now, i should still be enjoying life with myself, my family and my friends.
marriage isnt the thing now.
it's more to courtship at my age.
but seriously, i cant take it.
i dont wanna have a record of dunno how many bfs before marriage.
also, pls did i ever mention to any of you that im gonna marry?
-.-".
it just isnt the right time yet to talk abt all these.
will you adults be a lil more understanding?
i want my life to be just abt me.
no bfs.
im happy the way i am, unattached.
emotion-less
