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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
dont talk to me.
i wanna scream badlyyy.
tears are on the verge of falling.
why am i like that?
recently just so many things happened.
almost all were unexpected.
what am i supposed to do?
how to face the shits?
i hate life.
can i just jump down and die?
somebody come save me from this cruel place.
i dont think i can take it any longer la.
i wanna breakawayyy.
it just seem to me that i can no longer be as happy as i was.
i dont get why is it so.
i mean like i have nth much to worry about now yet im not as happy as before.
hey it's like wtf ok.
i think it has smth to do with...
aiya i dunno what also la.
it may be the weather.
it may be due to lack of slp.
it may be becoz it's gonna be time of the month.
it may be this year.
perhaps 2006 isnt my year.
things dont seem to be going on smoothly.
like say some asshole pissed me off by rubbing foam on my face.
the very first thing i was pissed about in 2006.
or it might also be becoz i miss 2005.
but of coz not the last part of 2005, having indecisive friends who end up at downtown while we were at town.
that sucked la.
there are so many maybes.
im poor thing la.
i thought a new year would mean a better start.
but it seem to me that im so wrong.
=(.
emotion-less
