Thursday, February 02, 2006
i guess i can never feel that way again.
it's past bedtime but i still cant get to lalaland.
smth's stopping me though im dead tired.
i so hope to be sleeping like a log now but i cant.
why why why.
earlier in the day i waited for darling baby to come.
he didnt wanna call me!!!
sad sad.
when i decided i should go out, he asked where was i going.
he licked me instead of kissing me.
i swear i'm gonna miss him.
bugis-ed.
watched memories of a geisha.
hsh at close to 10.
my life's getting more and more BORING.
i want something interesting!!!
like say have more activities.
maybe i should faster look for smth to study la.
i cant be possibily rotting my life away what.
but one thing is i dont know what i wanna study.
scared later halfway give up.
then what?
LIFE IS SO MEANINGLESS!
emotion-less