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Sunday, February 26, 2006
the shittiest stuff on earth.
why me of all people?
there are so many more women on earth.
why still me?
i feel very pissed off by the fact that things which shouldnt happen happened.
it seems to be like my fault somehow.
i mean although it's nth much, i feel kinda bad for things to end up this way.
i might not know the whole truth.
what im told might be just lies.
what did i do to have to face all these?
i want life to be perfect, rmb?
IKEA-ed ytd.
bought a bit of stuffs.
now my room is pretty neat.
=).
im very tired.
had been trying to clear my room since few days back.
it's still incomplete now though.
i know im slow.
but what can you do?
im born like that.
haha.
sometimes i hope i got all the energy to go out again like in the past.
i mean like go out daily meet my friends and all the crap.
that way, i can like stop my mom from taking for granted im a good girl.
she actually expects me not to go out.
couldnt even like catch a late night movie like before.
everything's changed.
can i undo the past?
but issit worth?
i really dunno la.
kill me pls.
emotion-less
