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Thursday, February 09, 2006
i dread it.
i wish i could just stop it.
i can go to the toilet for like 12 times in an hour when making my way to lalaland.
how pathetic can it get?!
maybe i should get myself some pampers to wear to sleep.
it will help me to move and whine less.
yet it shouldnt be that way afterall la.
what i exactly have to do is go consult one ass doctor.
which yes, i admit, im afraid to face the result.
i know i should look positively BUT how to?
i have to look at the negative side and think how i should face and overcome it instead.
aiyah. whatever.
shant think about it already.
went to temple today to pray to tai sui ye.
however you call him.
ytd saw baobei with her mom and grandma at joo chiat temple.
she went there to pray to tai sui ye.
must be wondering why we have to pray to him right?
well well, we, dragons fan tai sui this year.
we aint supposed to go to hospital to visit our patient friends or even attend any funerals.
it's like being overly superstitious but well, it's better to believe than to take it for granted.
gonna have bbq on sat.
a family bbq.
actually not really a family bbq also la.
i dont exactly know what kinda bbq it is.
mom asked all of us to invite some friends.
so anyone wants to come?
i feel it's more like a gathering for everyone around us and for the adults (other than my mom) to have an excuse to play mahjong.
and the kids will either be swimming, bbqing, eating or fighting.
and for me, im definitely gonna enjoy the food feast.
chicken wings and more chicken wings.
yummy.
=D!
i need someone to talk to badly.
but i dunno who to turn to.
im afraid to like disturb them.
like say call at the wrong time?
argh. i dunno.
anyway, i just wanna say, im not just any girls.
i dont do things i dont want.
i only will accompany my bf, no one else.
think of my reasons as excuses if you like.
it's not gonna affect me at all.
emotion-less
